Kason is feeling better. His physical symptoms seem to be improving slightly, but his mood is a ton better. Next week he'll have an EKG, echo, and maybe another X-Ray with cardiology.

My days have been filled with cuddling that sweet baby. Sewing diapers, going to the park, packing, listening to sermons, spending time with my honey, homeschooling.

It dawned on me yesterday that the things that used to irk me about my husband are things that I really truly love about him. When we were first married I was so annoyed that he wouldn't let me go "anywhere". I wanted to walk to my friends house and his logic was that someone would kidnap me. A wise friend explained to me that is one way that my husband shows he loves me. Today, I feel so loved by his protection. He will defend me and protect me to the death, and I know it! Recently my friend walked a really long way with her kids, and I thought "doesn't her husband love her?" Of course he loves her, but I realized that I have come to equate my husbands protectiveness as a loving gesture and I feel very secure in that. I also realized recently that I still get physical goosebumps when he gives me a kiss. I have come to love everything about him and count myself blessed far more than I deserve.

I am ever mindful that I am living the good life.